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Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Love's A Painful Game. ♥ 8:29 AM

Time-Check: Wednesday, 03rd June, 11.47pm.

I TOLD MYSELF I MUST STAY AWAY FROM THIS FEELINGS. & I Thought Not Blogging Today Will Help. I Tried To Stay Away From Blogger, Used Pics As An Excuse & Here I Am. Lols. But Now, I Will Have To Resist Myself From Blogging About Things I Should Not. But Guess What, I Am Failing Miserably.

Look, It's Not Easy At All To Do This. Im Not A Strong-Heart Like You Who Could Throw Everything Away & Move On Within A Blink Of The Eye. I Cannot Wash Every Single Memory Away, Cause There's Still The Physical Memories We Shared. What Hunts Me Most Is That, Where Ever I Go, I Just Happen To Remember Something We Would Do Together. & Then I'll Smile And Wonder If I'll Ever Get It Back, Which I SHOULDN'T. I Made This Decision Knowing It's Best For Us. & If So, Why Don't I Feel Satisfied About It. Why Do I Keep Doing Things That Ends Up In Me Regretting It? We Promised Each Other We Would Make This Day Special For Us. I Wouldn't Even Mind A Hello. But Don't See A Point In Being Online Since The Early Morn. Gosh, It's Too Late To Undo Anything & I Just Hope My Heart Realises It Soon. Cause If I Gain That Entire Feeling Back, I Just Know, Im Going To Get Much More Bruised Than Before. Cause, Honestly, That's How Much I Love You. & There You Go, I Admitted It. There's No ED In The Love. Okay Shit, This Is Getting Too...

Im Sorry If I've Been Avoiding My Love Ones These Days. Im Sorry If I Don't Reply Your Texts, Or Meet When I Should, Or Anything. Maybe, I Just Need Some Time Alone & Get My Priorities Straight. Or Maybe, Just Maybe, I Need One More Night Alone With You. Just You & Me, & For Once, I'll Be Able To Share Everything. Then Maybe, I'll Feel Better. Cause I Know, I Gave It Till My Last Shot.

&God, I Never Knew, That It'll End Up Like This. I Always Thought, We'll Work It Out Somehow. This Is Where, I Go, Okay Darlings. Your'll Have Read Enough. Let The Rest Be Private With Me. Lols.

Nights Sweet Thangss!

'Umaaaa!

Labels: Babylove, I Mean It When I Said I'll Love You Now And Forever.