Friday, July 17, 2009
Life Can Suck. ♥ 6:04 AM
Time-Check: Friday, 17th July, 9.07pm.
Who Said A Smile Determines You're Happy?It's Fcuking Annoying When I Get These Trrible Mood-Swings. One Moment Im All Hyper Jumping About. & The Next, Im Giving That Really Fcuked Up Face Either Related To Emo Or Anger.
Thank God I Just Didn't Show It To Anybody Except Mr.Job. Luckily, He Understands.
I Just Don't Get It. Isit Just Me, Or Is Some People Just Really Selfish. All YourLife You Work Hard In Making Yourself Better. To Think Someone Wants To Come Into It & Destroy It Just Sucks. Honestly, I Just Badly Need A Break. A Break From Everything That's Stressing Me. That's Just Really Irritating The Living Soul Out Of Me. You Think Im Fine, You Think Im Ok With Everything. But Truth Is, Im Just Going Fcuking Crazy. You Don't Know What I Do At Home. You Don't See Me 24Hrs. Stop Fcuking Judging Me. Im A Normal Human Like Any Other. Why Do You Always Love Comparing Me With This Figure You Have In Your Head. I Can't Be That, Never Will. So Stop Pressing Hard On Me.
Everything Is Just Hurting Me To Much. You Think It Dosen't I Aint That Type Of Girl Who Can Live Happy Thinking One Is Hurting Cause Of Me. Why Can't You Understand Im Just Not Ready. Why Can't You U-N-D-E-R-S-T-A-N-D. & Now You Counter-Back At Me Saying Im Not Understanding You?
Im Tired Of Pleasing People. Im Tired Of Pretending To Be Someone Else. Im Tired Of Faking It All. Im Tired Of Wishing Nothing Goes Wrong. & Most Of All, Im Tired Of You Thinking It's All Going To Be Okay, When Truth It, Is Isn't. Truth Is Things Will Get Worst If This Continues.
Do I Not Want A Commitment, Yes. Do I Want To Move On, Er, Not Really. Can I Forget Everything, Definitely Not. But Sometimes, SOMETHINGS Are Not Fair. Can You Blame God For Sketching Out Your Fate Ths Way, No Of Course You Can't.
I Had Always Believed In Karma. & That Is Why I Really Make Sure I Don't Cause Hurt To Any Living Soul. But Right Now, I Don't Wana Hurt You, Neither Can I Stop. You're Stubborn & It Makes Me So Agitated To Tink I Can't Do Anything About It.
Whatever I Write Here Are My Opnions & The Only Place I Can Express Myself. Im Just Not Used To Expressing Such things To People. Do I Want To Talk To Aybody, No, Definitely Not. Maybe It's That Time Of The Year, I Rather Be By Myself Than Just Have A Big Bunch Of People Surrounding Me.
Not Quite In The Mood As You Can See. Take Care Ya'll.
Ending With One Of My Favourite Beyonce Song.
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen
Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen
Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me.
But now im gotta find my own, my own.
*I bet you didn't do this when i asked you to.
Love & Peace!
'Umaaaa!
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